I lock my door and pull out my girlie panties. No one knows what a jerk off whore I become once I see myself in the mirror shaved with a thong riding up my hole.
Gender dysphoria is no laughing matter... It hurts to want something so bad and not be able to have it,..,. If I were prettier, or younger - I could have more cocks to suck.. Should have transitioned years ago, but the technology was not there... or the acceptance. Being trans is even one step more that sissy - you not only want it, you live it.